i want to be the habit that you crave;

Sunday, August 28, 2005

[But where's the sofa bed??]
Boring Me:
harlow...
slept at my room yesterday on my new sofa bed!!
ugh... i slept like a pig! so nice...
muncul(my cat) was sleeping too... on my leg...
hehe... so cute!!
well... woke up at ard 0845...
got tuition at 0900...
took a bath... tidy up my room...
well i want to keep it well maintain!
dun wanna go back to tat old shit i hav...
i waited n waited fer my tuituion teacher to cum...
9 'o' clock... 10 'o' clock...
guess wat??!! i msg her, n she told me tat she just
woke up!!! W.T.F!!!
well to bad... i'll be goin out with my mum to pick up
our new car!! yipee!!! finalli... cant wait!!!
i have to get ready now...
so laterr...
-BiAtCh

truly,madly,deeply_'
2:57 AM

Saturday, August 27, 2005

hei peeps...!
finalli my sofa bed has arrived!
i was freakin happi!! before tat, went to causeway
to pick up the guitar tat i sent fer service...
yeah!! but it cost $31.50!! so ex...
but why am i complaining? im not the one who pays!!
haha... went home asap coz i got math tuition...
but at last, it was postpone! to saturday morning...
veri well... at least i got time to organise my room...
first i hav to open up my old bed frame...
i tried but cant!! coz i dun hav the equipment!!
darn!! haha... i was so excited u noe...
so i waited fer my father to come home frm werk
mebbe he has the tools i needed in his vespa...
i waited n waited... at last he was back...
ended up, he doesn't hav it!! damn!
den it was to late at nite oredi... tmr got sch...
so i went to sleep... the sofa bed was super comfortable!!
i was fast asleep!!

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that was abt yesterday...(25th aug)
today... sch was as per normal...
got mother t. overall marks & s.s papers!!!
i got 67 overall for m.t... i was kinda happi!
coz i could hav done worst!! believe me!!
but of coz there's owies room fer improvement!
my 'n' level m.t paper is on 5 sept!!
cuming soon... during the sept hols...
my s.s paper was orite... i improve also!
yipee!! hehe... well i used to get 1 digit no.
but now i pass!! well just pass... haha
but still i pass!! actualli its easy to score u noe?
i guess i just need to push myself a bit harder!
i can do it!! hehe...
well... i borro the tools i needed to open up my bed
frm atiqah... yeah!!
got home, quikly i throw my bag a side and got to werk!!
bla... bla... bla!!
poooff!! done!! my room is ready & looking damn good!!
looks more spacious n cosey... luv it!!
erm.. well here is a little description of it...
my table is neater... books all arrange...
of coz with my comp at the side...
my sofa bed is sitting beside the door...
looking good... haha beside it is my bookshelf
on top of it are my accesories n cosmetics...
beside it is my new mirror!! yeah...
tat's it... wish i could take a picture of it...
haiz... it's ok...
-the end

truly,madly,deeply_'
10:49 AM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

hei y'all!!
im felling super happi today!!!
i was just reading pink is the new blog...
it's freaking cool!!
u guys must check it out!!!
i think trent is a damn lucky dude!!
he got to meet hilary duff!!
to find out more, u check this shit out!!
there's also great gossips there!! lastest news n wateva...
CHECK IT OUT!!!!
www.trent.blogspot.com
(if this link doesn't work, go to my links)
ok... well i got my prelim results fer mother t.!!
i cant believe my ears!!! i actualli pass!!!
ah!!! haha... i kinda got the highest fer this certain qn.
i did... ugh... great!! i was so happi!!
super happi!! even happier afta reading PINK!!!
orite peeps... i've said my piece...
do check PINK out!!
-peace

truly,madly,deeply_'
3:10 PM

yea... hookin' it up!
haha... i wanna say sumthin'
wen i think back time, i would owies think...
wat was i like before? im i still the same old ifah?
tat is if i think long term... if i think back the last few
days, i would say to myself... yea... u've change a tid bit.
well... actualli the point is tat start small...
it's ok to start small coz slowly everyday or in the end,
all the small things will grow to become a big thing
don't set too high standard for urself...
if u fail to reach ur standard n owies fall back,
u'll will not benefit n u will end up using to much time.
or easier say tat u will take a longer time
for eg. the story of the hare n the tortoise...
the tortoise is constantly taking small steps to
reach the destination... without stop. while...
the rabbit took BIG steps n wasn't constant.
later before u go to bed, do some reflections
& think abt wat i've said... & let's see which step u take
will benefit u later in life... this is some of the things
i've learn while i watch myself grow up to be
a betta person each day... before i go,
i will leave u with this last say...
owies hav this mind-set, i'm a betta person today then yesterday...
or yesterday was great! but today is even betta!!
-Peace

truly,madly,deeply_'
1:12 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

My creation:
watsup homies??
how y'all doin...
this week on tuesday was my b'day
afta tat... PRELIMS!!! haha
my b'day cake is super yummy!!!!
swensen's cookies & cream!!
english, mother t. & social studies
prelims is over!! the rest will be held afta the hols
during the sept hols, will be having the mother. t
actual n level paper & i think social studies too...
ugh fug up! im hopeless in my mother t.!!
its weird... haha i dun even noe names of fruits in malay!!
kk... all the paper was orite i guess... didn't study tat much...
but i want to! i just couldn't push myself to study more!
i dunooe why...? it sux! mayb i just dun hav the drive...
i dunnoe... well mayb if i think abt my family esp. my mum,
i can do it!! i dun want to dissapoint her...
ya... i recently started to get myself more into drawing...
well... i tried to draw some stuff... it was ok i guess...
love to draw but sucked at it!!!
kay... yea! i want to watch charlie & the chocolate factory!!!
i think its a great movie!!! just wen i think i can go catch it??
the maid is cool too i guess... haiz... ifah, no money dun talk!!
er... tat's all i hav to give fer now... but i will leave u guys with a
drawing i did during lessons in sch! haha
-Peace

truly,madly,deeply_'
12:55 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

The kitty i got frm Joey!!
hei y'all! my b'day today...
yeah... well it kinda sux coz i still need
to go to sch... but it's ok coz i get to meet my frens!
yea... sch as usual... they wished me happi b'day
n stuff... den during recess, debby n atiqah
gave me a cake... it was so cute...
it is i think a red bean custard cake...
haha... it was hilarious! lol
it's red bean!!! haha could at least
buy a chocolate cake or sumthin'...
why red bean?? haha
atiqah told me tat debby choose it...
well not supprise... she likes red bean!
haha... den later she told me tat she wanna eat it...
den i was like?? er... kay wuteva... funni lah she
so went fer recess with joey...
she gave me a present!! it is a kitty soft toy!
so cute... it smells good! unlike my real cat!
haha... den assembly was fun! but some stupid
retards just dunnoe how to appreciate it!!
i hate it!! stupid attitude of sembawang sec!!
haiz... okay... yea aniwaes the day was orite fer me ah
betta den nuthin! haha...
now im all alone at home...
waiting fer my family to come home!
okay... tat's it fer now!
see ya soon...
-PeAcE!

truly,madly,deeply_'
8:45 AM

Monday, August 15, 2005

yea!! my b'day cumin!!!
so excited!! yea...
but dun get me wrong...
im not excited fer pressies or wuteva...
but tat doesn't mean i dont want it!
haha... well tat is if ppl remember...
well i doubt it coz my b 'day on 16 aug
then da prelims is on the next day!!
gawd... nice b'day present!!
so i suppose ppl will be more ocupied in their
sch werk... kay wuteva... let's see wat happens
im excited abt my b'day becoz...
the fact tat im gona be 16!!
yea... time realli flys man!!
the next thing i noe is tat im gona be 60!!!
ahh!!! lol... got loads of thing in my mind now...
but now im gettin' ready to go to my aunt's house...
follow my mum... yeah!! can see my beautiful cusins!!
well they live so far away... cant realli see em' tat often...
so got to go now... see ya!
-fReAk

truly,madly,deeply_'
9:26 AM

Monday, August 08, 2005

*Loneliness*
When friendship disappears then there is a space
left open to that awful loneliness of the outside
world which is like the cold space between the
planets. It is an air in which men perish utterly...

What makes loneliness an anguish?
Is not that I have no one to share my burden,
but this:
I have only my own burden to bear...

Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the
space between the notes and curl back to loneliness...

i'm so lonely...
i feel so lonely...
i need an aspiration!
can somebody? anybody?
help me through this...
~lonely_freak

truly,madly,deeply_'
12:58 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

what's happening homies?
yea... i'm friggin tired...
sch just sux! hehe... haiz
study... study... study...
n now my hands are shaking...
damn this owies happens...
i hope nuthin's wrong...
hope it's not some sickness or wat...
gawd im like a drug addict..!
haha... i wont go on any longer...
coz it's damn irritating!!
kkay... post again soon...
~peace out

truly,madly,deeply_'
11:32 AM