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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

here's a quik post just to keep my posts consistent... well... todae is another boring dae fer me... went to werk at 5... so slack... im getting bored there... i dunno why... but i kinda lost the drive to werk... mayb its just me... bein the bitch tat i am... i hate it wen i start to slack... get lazy n all... mayb im just tired or sumthin... i duno... or..... mayb becoz now im slowly trying to fall out of love with him... at the same time, i lost the drive to werk as well... haiz... i just brought new colour lenses... green colour...! i think im starting to lurve the colour green!! yea... enough abt tat... er... my life is gettin more boring and boring everydae... starting sch will just be the boost fer me... uh-huh... wat cca do u think i shud join wen im in ite...?? do i still wanna continue bein in a band? or try sumthin new...? just fer the fun of it... *it had just started raining here...* weather is quite bad these few days... but good fer sleeping and rotting at home!! ahak... too bad fer pple who has to go to sch... hehe... i hav to drag myself to werk... so tat applies to me too i guess... i wanna buy an mp3 so badly!! everytyme i look at myself into the mirror, i find tat im incomplete... w/o an mp3!! argh! bummer...! gonna so buy 1 soon... realli! cant stand it... aiite i want to get to sleep soon... but i will end this post with this....
SLAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

When you like somebody, it's hard to tell 'em no. When you want somebody, it's hard to let 'em know. When you need somebody, it's hard to let it show. When you love somebody, it's hard to let 'em go.


truly,madly,deeply_'
7:00 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

*update* *update*
Ifah is back with a post! wat's goin on now is tat, i'll be starting sch soon... i cant wait! seriously. now my life is in a mess...! wen i start sch, i will den get my time table... DEN.... i'll be more organised... plan my time real well... so, i wont hav a hard time getting stuff done... this yr will definately be a new & fresh yr fer me... to start a new... i'll be more serious & focus! after this year i realli hope there will be a new ifah... i nv been SO determine to do sumthin ever in my life! i oso learn sumthin abt myself... which is.... i think too much owies!! cant help it lah... haiz. and ya! i finalli pierce my ear!!! i cant believe tat i was actualli alone wen i did tat... no one was there to comfort me... it was all me...! i actualli felt like crying afta tat... eff it... u guys must think tat im crazy... peircing ear... alone... big f*ck meh? *continuing the post* tmr werk!! so lazy... 0300 hrs ald... still not goin to sleep yet... dun think i whud be able to wake up tmr... hm... no one in my family has notice the peircing yet... wat if my bro happen read my blog! argh...! *preparing fer a lecture* hahax! *input-output...* dun think i want to hold on ani longer to him... im gonna set my mind & put my focus oni to my studies... which obviously i cant play ard with animore... i screwed up big time man! u noe... i realli miss my buddies in sembwinds... wen im with them, i dun feel lonely at all... & i feel like a kid again! playing, chasing each other, laughing at lame jokes! [my fav!]. they are all veri special to me... miss the time we spent 2gether... wonder wen im goin to visit em' again... gotta find time... yea... lovely bunch of humans! orite... i gotta get to sleep!! heez... post again soon...
Cant Live w/o GREEN TEA!!!

truly,madly,deeply_'
7:09 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Gd Day... here's another post frm the biatch... im here to say tat i got in into ite clementi!! for the course tourism... im matriculated! yippee...! no more wondering wat sch i'll be goin to... have to go register frm 11-13 jan... hm... u noe wat are my feelings now? i just cant wait to go to sch, finish this year & get over and done with it! yeap... sick! sumthin tells me tat this year, the time is gonna pass by like a breeze.........! so im kinda looking forward to the new year 2007!!! sieow!!! maybe im just bein an emotional basket case... yea... i think so too...! ciow!
These Are The Confession Of The Broken Heart

truly,madly,deeply_'
4:35 AM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

the sad bitch is here to post sumthin... well, i finalli told him whu i realli am... yesterdae, AT THE STRIKE OF MIDNITE!! nah... hehe... afta midnite actualli... nuthin special... just a OH. yea... kinda dissapointed tho... but hei... wat do i expect? this owies happens to me... so wat the heck! just eff it... i cant wait to start skewl... learn new things and meet new pple...! hope i get it lah... if not it's gonna be eff up fer me... i've gotten the eagles award... just hav to collect it... but im so freakin' lazy! but im so broke now... pay day is still in a few daes time... wat i realli want now is just to move on with my life and start skewl... and werk less... ciao!
Do You Noe U've Made Me Cry Heeyaii...

truly,madly,deeply_'
8:42 AM

Monday, January 02, 2006

holla... orite... cant get to sleep as owies... haiz... well... todae was kinda a sad dae fer me... actualli, everydae is a sad dae fer me... i cant believe i actualli sat in the train till wlds & not noe it... coz i was in cloud 9... i was totalli just thinking abt him... while my mp3 is blasting thru my ear.... i read the msges i had frm him in my hp... i tot to myself... shud i? or shud i not? u noe... im kinda sick and tired of playing this game... i noe guys hate it too... mayb i shud just tell him the truth... if he doesnt likes me... so be it... haiz... it's just me whu will suffer the pain of rejection... he's not a prefect guy i tell u... but tat doesnt matter coz no one's prefect... looking at him & watching him smile, just brings me into another world... just cant explain it... once, he whispered to my ears, the hair behind my neck stood to the veri end! hehe... im falling deeper & deeper everyday... but no matter how much i tried to make him notice me, i failed all the time... he just doesnt seem to care... even a simple gd bye frm him is hard to come by... i try all i could to forget him... & even said to myself tat he's GAY! nuthin seems to werk...! i remember wen i started to like him is wen i was scared to death abt doin sumthin, but he gave me motivation... how sweet... it'd realli helped me thru the day... im confused rite now... on wat is my nxt move... mayb i shud just move on & ferget abt it... why do i have to do it? aniwaes, HARPY NEW YEAR! to my frens... esp. pple frm sembwinds! lurve u guys loads! owies will...
THE TROUBLE WITH LOVE IS...

truly,madly,deeply_'
7:23 PM