i want to be the habit that you crave;

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

good day pple ! heh. eyy. u noe wat can? i so addicted to muse's starlight and supermassive black holes. so nice lahh !! eyy. u noe wat oso? i miss goin 4 gigs. so fun noe... if onli MUSE is coming to town or sumthin. haiz. i'll be so happy !! and i wont be here blogging, i will be at werk werking so hard to earn $$$ for the gig ! haha. okie. i'll be going back to semb sec. to visit sembwinds. it's been like 4ever... but its gonna be akward. coz... the sec 4s has ald step down. most of em are like juniors. i hardly noe em'. nvm. i'm gonna be there like awhile onli lah. i have to be home at 6. my ma said tat we gonna buka puasa at the mosque. so must be home early lah tat means. gee. i mite be buying contact lens 4 myself. see how it goes. haiz. oklah. i'll stop here. bye.

truly,madly,deeply_'
4:41 AM

Monday, September 25, 2006

hello. today, i decided to just stay at home and rot. yea. well... i did help my ma wash the car. after sending the kuihs to claudya hse. then im back home. just sitting infront of the computer listening to good music. yea. mebbe i shud play a game. hmmm. i dunnoe wat game to play! boo ! the sims are all with my cuzzies. wat abt playstation? hmm. mebbe i'll play that later ya. all is taking a nap. tonite is the singapore idol finale. i dun think i could catch it. coz i'll be going to terawih. yea. its okie. just noe the results. can ald lah. ouh ya pple. g.c has let the fan listen to their new track called "keep your hands off my girl" sumthin lidat. i find it cool actuallie. it's totally different frm the previous record. definately. i like. i hope they're coming back to spore to promote their new album or for another world tour or sumthin'. confirm i'll be there! hah ! oklah. i cant find anithin else to say. so chill. bye !

truly,madly,deeply_'
6:24 AM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

*ouch! ouch!* i got sunburn on my back! boo! after last thursday outing to sentosa with my gurlie cuzzies. yea! and guess wat can?! I GOT CHASE BY A HUGE DOG!!! scary can?! boo !! but it's not as if the dog gonna bite me or sumthin. he must have like me and wanted to play with me. heh ! well according to faezah [cousin] the dog was wagging its tail. means its happy rite? lol!! enough lah. i still got the phobia aniwaes. gee. today, i went to escape theme park with yana, joey, zura, hum [zura's fwen] and also farhan [yana's fwen!] yea. of coz we were all frens now. heh ! it was fun lah. lucky it was onli drizzless.... not like heavy rain, yea ! alhamdulilah. maybe my saying works. "put your chin up high, smile to the sky and wish the dark clouds BYE BYE BYE!" tat's what i said. hehe ! so pple, u noe wat to do when the the sky is dark. i ate alot today also lah !! i dun like. why ifah?! huh?! gee. i must have looked like a fatsoe eating fastfood!! boo !! sobz. nvm. tmr is the 1st day of puasa ald. im gonna eat less!! yeah!! so the rides we took are like nice, fun! i remember the haunted hse, i was so scared at 1st. den it turned out ok lah. so-so. wasnt tat scared. hehe. only 1 mascot. so no sweat! chey ! look whose talking!! hehe. I WAS TALKING TO THE MASCOT!! hah ! i think the mascot was tired ald lah. tat's why he was like.... boo.... and we were like... woo... scary... wahahaha. den the last ride we took is.... the wet & wild isit? yea. so fun !! but of coz, i got so friggin' wet!! nxt time pple, dun sit behind!! must sit infront!! less wet k. hee. den it was good-bye. hee. hate good byes. but nah. its good to be home too. yea. okok. so i got like 3 collage to share with u guys. enjoy!

^this is today's picture!! hee.^

^last thursday sentosa outing.^

^last but not least, these are some bangkok pictures.^
thanx for visiting my bloggy!! bubye! selamat berpuase umat islam!

truly,madly,deeply_'
3:39 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

wait!! im not done yet! wanna show u guys this!! i met this man in the inside, woman in the outside pple ! in thailand!!!!! look!! cool rite! dey got no friggin' balls! but got friggin' boobs! haha.

truly,madly,deeply_'
2:09 PM

yoz! ultragilagerl is back! dots.... orite. thailand was a blast! the days passes so fast. shopping was great. if onli i got all the money in the world! anne is great at bargaining man! must learn frm her. cool lah. so unforgettable noe. last day, anne and me got lost at jatujak. dang! it was scary lah can! in an alien country! gee. but... we stayed cool. took the 1st cab we see. we told him. "UNCLE! AIRPORT!" dang! tat was funny! haha. it was a nice experience lah. seriously. i didnt reallie shop till drop tho. coz the time given wasnt enough!! boo!! planning to go there again maybe in december. iiiiiffffffffff....... the bomings is over of coz. dun wanna be planing for a death trip. how lucky my class is to be the 1st group to go to thailand. while the nxt group is on hold becoz of the bombings. not sure if dey were given the green light to go. if dey were, den deyy shud be leaving tmr nite. yea. aniwaes, hope dey have a safe trip if dey are leaving tmr. yea. okok. as u guys can see, i change my layout! i kinda stole frm my bro's bloggy! nyah! coz he's blog is dead. why not?! lol. nice? haha. okok. i wanna pack 4 tmr sentosa outing with my cuzzies!! it's be fun! lol. cant wait ald. okok. ciaoz!

truly,madly,deeply_'
1:55 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

harlow. i skip skewl today again! im kinda gettin' good at doin it tho. nyah ! me bad habit! but seriously. there's nuthin to do in skewl!!! projects, assignments lessons wat so ever all finish!! the year has pass so fast! skewl for me is ending!! NNOOO!!! *cry* but i still have my attachment to do. boo!!! must werk. full time sumore!!! gee! part time ald i cant handle, wat more if i actuallie werk full? huh? huh? huh? but its onli for 2 months. come on ifah! u can handle it! yea!! ouh ya! hei. i had the weirdest dream lately. geee. i dreamt tat i was 2gether with this guy [cant tell who!] yea!! it was friggin cool lahh!! hahah. nice dream. and i cant get over it!!! lol. duh! it happen like a few days ago! freak. okie. THAILAND is coming bebeh!! bon voyage 4 me!!! my flight to thailand will be this thurs nite!!! yippi!!! cant wait lahh!!! im gonna shop till drop! yea!! it's been so long since i took a flight!! im so excited!! weeee!!! this will be the 2nd time i took a plane. 2 hrs flight. hmmp. hopefully more flights for me to come!! im werking today at 6! boo ! lazy lah. if its tat soon's shift, im so gonna hate it lah!! nvm. i'll just do shitty work. nyah! i dun give a shiiiaaatt! and i sill haven had my lunch. im hungry! gee. okok. stop here for now. bubye! "im leaving on a jet-plane."

truly,madly,deeply_'
7:18 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

okie. i guess the rainny season has started again! boo ! but nice weather to be sleeping lah! hek. i skipped skewl today. bluek ! yup2. its like practically my last week to spent time in da skewl with my frens esp. and here i am rotting at home instead of goin to skewl. *slap face!* aniwaes im trying to complete my friggin' oit project. boo again ! okok. well how shud i say this... okie
zura SABOED me to do this quiz thingy. but i still can chose whether or not to do it. its not as if i will be headshot or sumthin'. choi ! so here goes nuthin'.

1.Full Name: Muzdalifah Bte Mustapa
2.Name backwards: Apatsum Etb Hafiladzum
3.Were you named after someone?: er. nope
4.Meaning of name: a place in mekkah. heh.
5.Nickname: ifah, fah, [er can i make a new nick for myself?] ultra;
6.Screen name: uLTraGerL
7.D.O.B: 16 august 1989
8.Place of birth: Mount A. Hospital [forgot how to spell the A. thingy]
9.Nationality: Singaporean
10.Current location: my brudder room where the comp is.
11.Star sign: leo bebeh.
12.Religion: Islam
13.Height: 160 cm
15.Shoe size: 7-7.5 yea ard there.
16.Hair color: Black
17.Eye color: black
18.Who do you look like: my long-lost twin, ifoh. nyah !
19.Innie or outtie: ??? Innie. watever.
20.Lefty or righty: Righty.
21.Gay, straight, bi or others: ifah's not a les. ifah's just straight.
22.Best friends: Joey, Anne, Nick & Irna!
23.Best friends you trust most: Joey of coz! my bestie!
24.Favourite pals: Faiz and Debbz
25.Best friend of opposite sex: gotta say Faiz.
26.Best buddies: gee. wat's the diff huh?
27.Boyfriend or girlfriend: nah. dun have one. im not wanted.
28.Crush: none. currently. okie. seriously. Elijah Wood! wee !
29.Parents: deyy are the coolest!!
30.Worst Enemy: Menstruation. hate it. i want menopause.
31.Favourite online guy: Trent Venegas. nyeh!
32.Favourite online girl: Hilary Duff. call me freak. watever.
34.Craziest friend: Faiz! wakaka.
35.Advice friend: Joey & Anne.
36.Loudest friend: er. let me think. Denise?
37:~~Person~~ Pet you cry with: my cat. owies.
39.Any brothers: 1 and only brudder. he's the coolest too.
40.Any pets: my montel cat. MUNCUL!!! i lub her so muchie!
41.Any disease: disease? u reallie wanna noe? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you? do you?. that's my disease. some of you mite noe. heh!
42.Pager: nah! so yesterday!
43.Personal phone line: yea. i do have one. but i kinda think it's a waste coz most of the time it will be just lying and rotting'.
44.Cell phone: Motorola V3.
45.Lava Lamp: nope. dun have it. but i do have a "lava" hour glass.
46.Pool or hot tub: can i chose both? wth. BOTH den!
47.A car: i do have a family car. which is a Hyundai Matrix.
48.Your personality: hmmp. im very sensitive actuallie. and emotional.
49.Driving: not legal yet. mean time, i can only fool around in my mum's car. hee.
51.Room: my room is the best place ever! my own little pile of mess!
52.What's missing: a lappy. a lappy whud be nice.
53.School: clementi ITE.
54.Bed: a sofa bed. bigger den a single bed smaller den a queen size bed.
55.Relationship with parents: okie. not bad. i do tell em stuff.
56.Believe in yourself: 65% yes. 35% no.
57.Believe in love at first sight: er. no.
58.Good listener: uh huh. very good.
59.Get along well with parents: ya i do. but when dey start their lectures, i dont!
60.Save e-mail convos: huh?
62.Believe in reincarnation: nope i dont. but i do believe in karma!
63.Make fun of people: definately. 2gether with my arsehole fren, faiz! nyah!
64.Like to talk on the phone: Joey is the only one i will talk on the phone most with.
66.Like to drive: of coz. one day.
67.Motion Sickness: i do get those thingy once in awhile.
68.Eat stem of broccoli: depends on my mood.
69.Eat chicken with fork: yea. watever way works.
70.Dream in color: erm... dun reallie noe. mostly its blurry.
71.Type with your fingers on home role: seriously? wth?
72.Sleep with stuff animals: not stuff animals. real animal. my kitty!
73.Next to you: my hp. which is living a good life not doin anithin.
75.On your mousepad: the mouse of coz! dumb qn.
76.Dream car: i dream of a mini chopper and a vespa just like my dad's!
77.Dream date: Adam Brody! wahahahaha.
78.Dream honeymoon spot: Italy! Rome. nice place.
79.Dream husband or wife: husbands who give birth! haha.
80.Bedtime: very late.
81.Under your bed: the floor.
82.Single most important question: where are we goin? are we there yet?
83.Bad time of the day: waking up.
84.Your worst fear: cicak!! lizards!!! i hate em!!! and death.
85.The weather is: perfectly normal now.
86.Time: 2.49PM
87.Date: 5 September 2006
88.Best trick did on someone: claiming that i got chewing gum. but gave a fake cockroach instead. it was friggin' hilarious!!
89.Theme song: theme song? wat the hell for?
90.Hardest thing about growing up: preparing for work life!
91.Funniest experience: when i gave Muncul the shock of her life!! muahaha!! so funny!
92.Scariest experience: when i was lying at my kampong house when this lizard just falls frm the ceiling!! ahhh!!!
93.Silliest thing you have ever said: Barney is the hottest thang alive!!
94.Most desperate and funniest thing you have done to get the opposite sex: i said,"i love you. do you love me?" and that never happened! haha.
95.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: a lizard blocking the way to the toilet!
96.Worst feeling: getting hurtful comments abt myself.
97.Best feeling in the world: feeling in love.
98.AND NOW, THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!! do i have to? okie. er. who ever wanna do it. go ahead k. but i want JOEY to do it!!!!

Finally its over! i tot it was never gonna end!

truly,madly,deeply_'
5:59 AM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

hei pple. the news broke out that the Crocodile Hunter was killed when shooting a segment for a series called "Ocean's Deadliest" when he swam too close to one of the animals. which is the stingray ! he was stung of coz. normally its reallie rare for someone to be killed by a stingray. steve irwin (the crocodile hunter) died from it becoz he swam on top of the stingray and the stingray's barb went up and into his chest and put a hole into his heart. tat is wat killed him. it shock me at 1st. i tot "no... this cant be !!" i felt sad. definately! i look up to this man!! he's brave, passionate and interesting. he's show never bore me!! never. seriously. i enjoyed watching em'. why i couldn't believed he died becoz... look at him dude !! he goes so near to a crocodile watsoever all the time. most to most, he will just get injured. but never died !!! geez. so i tot that he's a man tat wouldnt die so easily. i was wrong i guess. duh. it kinda woke me. i realised that anyone's life could be taken away anytime regardless of wat you think tat he wont die so easily. and there will be 1 day that i will die too or my love ones could be taken away frm me. it makes me scared. reallie. just pray that god will make me stronger if i have to face any loss. so long pple.

truly,madly,deeply_'
10:58 AM