i want to be the habit that you crave;

Sunday, May 27, 2007

hello pple. im so tired lah can...! haiz. but im good. get to see him. he's my medicine. hurhur. he's sooo cute ! he's sooo hot ! he's sooo adorable ! he's soo cool ! hoho. ifah has gone nuts ! my father is back home. resting. he's having MC till 1st of june. hope he stays away frm the hospital. hate that place! but... then again, there's quite a number of cute male nurse. hoho. esp this 1 guy. he drives a Mazda ! so cool. kinda hot. wahaha. ok stop. last korean class was better... i hope this coming monday's korean class, i will get a chance to talk to vainpot. u noe wat?! i made a fool of myself last korean class... well, not reallie during the class but after the class. i was walking with Sab to the carpark. when i left, i saw that vp was still a distant frm where i am... as i walk with sab, we were talking with the british accent ! haha. like harry potter lidat... we were happily talking. when we got distracted. so i turned behind, guess who's there !?! vp! yikes! he kinda have like this smiling/laughing face. jeez. i was embarassed lah can. okie. dats first... 2nd, he's so ungentleman! there's this disinfectant thingy when u enter and exit BP. i wanted to cross it. he was leaving... JEEZ! he just VROOM!! thru the water. nearly splash it on to me. i wanted to scream "whoi ! not happy can talk wat!" but. nah... i went silent again when im near him. dang. oklah. i wann play game. bye.

truly,madly,deeply_'
12:11 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

hello. today's my off day... so i tot of blogging a lil' bit. im having mixed feelings right now. firstly, i'm dissapointed at my father. it seems like he cant reallie break the habit of smoking 100%. mum found tabacco in his trousers. it's really sad. why is he doing this to himself? now, he's in hospital coz his diabettic lvl rose, his leg is swollen again and he has got high fever... haiz. he was admitted yesterday. but couldn't get a bed coz the hospital was full. it came out in the news abt hospital having shortage of beds becoz of DENGUE2. my family reached SGH at ard 6pm yesterday... and only at ard 8am in the morning today that my father finally got a bed. i reallie hate the tot of hospital. seriously. i shall pray to God to keep my family away from hospitals. it's troublesome. you'll definately save alot of trouble if you're active and healthy. so please, you pple are still young. kick the habit now or suffer later. its reallie up to the individuals. its either you're thinking short-term or long-term. come to think of it, when you get older and having a family... and you get sick, the ones who really suffer during those times is NOT you. it's your family. think twice pple. those are the pple you love. your everything. nono. it pains you to see your family hurt and suffering rite... that means you got double shot of pain. so long.

truly,madly,deeply_'
4:30 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hello. im gonna try blogging... coz the other day, i posted sumthing, nuthing came out !! and it wasnt saved!! damn... so i shall try again today. let's make it short. today's my off day. slept till ard 12... wee! it feels nice. aniwaes, i wish dat i would meet vp in my dreams. guess wat? i did meet him again. lol. that's crazy. yesterday korean class was fun. i tried to look at him, but ! when i want to take a peep, he was looking... so i quickly look somewhere else. damn. then when i try looking again, this time he wasnt looking. but... his eyes shifted ! damn again! after dat, i didnt dare look. just look frm the corner of my eyes. haha. wat a fool. ok. so long.

truly,madly,deeply_'
1:02 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007

omfg !! ifah's going nuts !! omg! omg! omg! omg! omg! omg! omg! omg! i think im thinking too much of vainpot. i dreamt abt him again. no way ! jeez ! now, i want deja`vu !! (>_<) !!!! guess wat !?!?!! after all the wait, i can finallie attend the korean class !! wee !!! i cant vait ! i cant vait ! i cant vait ! i cant vait ! it starts tomoro !! im so excited lah can?! vainpot is gonna be in the class too. wahh. seriously cant wait. so excited... ouh. enuf. faiz ! damn you lah. im still angry with you. im not gonna talk to you. unless there's a need to. i help you werk ald... then you still gave me the cold shoulder. fine. fine. i have ald helped you alot as a friend. so screw you.

truly,madly,deeply_'
1:26 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

yo peeps. im feeling so depressed right now... argh. all becoz of him. wtf? ifah... he's taking control of you. making you feel that way... my mind is in chaos with all the thoughts going through my mind. damn it. damn it boy. please do something to make me hate you will you? that will definately make my life easier. living in a dream of you and me. Is not the way my life should be.

truly,madly,deeply_'
10:49 AM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

ahh !! im going crazy !! die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. die. i have to control myself ! jeez. i like #$%@*$!! wat to do?! yikes. he's so hot. hot. hot. hot. panas ! i badly want to do something. but... wat if... it wont turn out the way i wanted. im scared. and oso, i dont believe that he doesn't have a girlfriend!! oklah. bye.

truly,madly,deeply_'
10:42 AM