i want to be the habit that you crave;

Friday, March 27, 2009

Don't remind me, I'm not over it. yes, i still blame myself. yes, i still cry at night. this sick strange darkness it comes creeping on so haunting every time. yes, i lay in bed yearning to feel something warm and fuzzy. yes, i still go home hoping to see her. yes, when i visit the toilet, i miss smelling and seeing poop. yes, im hearing things. yes, i cant help but think what could have been. yes, i wonder if i could ever meet her again. yes, everyday my mind will repeat every minute of that horrible event when she left. yes, i know you people might think this mourning over a pet is kinda over done. i have things under control. i do. but there are days that i just wanna cry and relieve myself from all the burdens place upon my shoulders. you can choose to ignore it. but it will still be there and nothing gets settled.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.

truly,madly,deeply_'
11:18 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

i think im gonna do a happy post. teehee!! coz im happy. weeeee. im contented with the way my life is right now. though its not really a stable one. haha. im so not ready to do the retake papers in april. my first week of april is pretty much packed. hmmm. shud i just go ahead?? i dont think so. i might waste the money spend for it if i fail. but if i delay, when will i get my dip?! goshhh. i shall do some more thinking on that. i watched some rugby just now on star sports. wowwee. it was so intense. i got hooked. the excitement it gives me.... le sigh. just when the england vs france's match was about to start, my father just had come into the picture. he wants so badly to watch wrestling. (-_-) FINE. so annoying. aniways, oasis is coming to town!! oasis anione?? i think the new record is pretty RAD! the more i listened to it. "falling down" is definately one of the best track i've heard from them. cant wait to have me some gallagher brothers.

truly,madly,deeply_'
12:44 AM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

i miss you baby girl. you're irreplaceable.

truly,madly,deeply_'
9:02 PM

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs

I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand off)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

One night and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

truly,madly,deeply_'
1:15 AM