Saturday, December 30, 2006
hello pple. i had a reallie bad dae today. haiz. reallie2 bad. actuallie, not just today. this week is a horrible week for me. wat a bummer! last week of 2006 has to end like this for me. boo! wat rotten luck. 1st, the camp dat i was looking forward to was a screw up. 2nd, i was hurt by the comments made by some "pple". they mite think it's a joke. but i think its an insult. haiz. who the fuck are you to pass those comments? i noe myself. and its my friggin' problem. i dun nid you to pass unnessary comments. if you have nothing betta to say, shut the fuck up. seriously. 3rdly, werk is kinda fucked up too. i hate the late hours. werk mngrs are also getting on my nerves. i took off until further notice with a reason. i nid to settle my school matters. not for fun lah. why cant they accept the fact dat i cant werk? stop asking if i can werk. u're like a friggin' hsefly! when i report to werk late, or ended up not coming to werk, not happy. fcuk lah. when i arrived just now, i just find it kinda sarcastic when everyone started saying. "ifah, i tot u go JB?" gawd. sheesh. if onli im a heartless byotch. den u betta watch out for dat byotch. and come to think of it, how the hell did they noe? must be dat bitch ald lah. c'mon lah. dont just tell em, tell the whole world abt it. go on. you just cant seem to resist rite? jeez ! dat dae when i call in sick, the nxt dae i report to werk, some1 said "purposely rite yesterdae?" fuck you. dats my fucking problem! get a life lah. stopid noob. even if i did dat on purpose, dats my friggin business. just keep your comments to urself. there's a limit to someone's patience. as you can see, im not dat direct on this post. wait till my patience lvl hit its limit, dat's it. one last reason why my week suck, i got 2.7 gpa. GREAT. but den again, everything happened for a reason.
truly,madly,deeply_'
6:38 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
hey2. im gonna stop blogging for some time, nxt year. just dun feel like it. so this will be 1 of my last post. yea. feeling so depressed now. haiz. werk was so dreadful ! as usual. den pple will ask
me. "ifah, why you look sad?" sad lah, tired lah. everything. well. lets just say. i hate werking there. customers are so fucked up. and ya, wat am i doin staying up late? heez. playing maple. coz my bro bought for me 2x EXP card. it will last for onli 24 hrs. so, i betta make good use of it. yea. well. joey stoped by at werkplace just now. cool. met her "ehem2". keke. haven reallie get to noe "ehem2" betta. coz i was feeling reallie reallie reallie down just now. so... not in the mood lah. nxt time mebbe. u noe wat? i feel like disappearing into thin air nxt yr. kinda like a hiatus. until im back on my feet, den i will reappear again. meaning, i dun want to meet anione ! frens or whoever. just wanna be alone. seeing onli my family everyday of coz. well lets see how it goes. back to playing maple. see ya pple.
truly,madly,deeply_'
8:45 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
olah ! werk suck ! my mum has been nagging at me for finding a better job. yeah. she got a point u noe. i hate werking there. when i say i cant werk, means i cant werk ! get it?! dont force me to werk. or bargain. im not a friggin' market autie ! boo ! just gotten news frm joey. wee !! when u told me, i felt happy ! very happy for you gerl. seriously. i just hope for the best for you k. muaks !! just follow your heart gerl. as for me, i will go thru life a day at a time. hee. so long pple !!
truly,madly,deeply_'
6:34 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
hello pple. been doin lots of thinking. i kinda feel like im nobody. i see pple doin great stuff. goin into the real world doin sumthin in their life. whereas for me, im just an ordinary gerl who werks at pizza hut, waiting for miracles to happen. jeez... gerl ! wake up ! and do sumthin !! for a start, i want to find a better job. upgrade myself with skills. i know i need help. but i just wont help myself. i think i betta just stup up. less talking, more action !! fullstop.
ouh ya. i would like to talk abt my attachment. finally ready to do so... coz its just too sad. of coz i didnt get to continue werking there. im sad. superr sad. i've decided to not blame anione but myself for not bein able to continue werking there. i noe i have this bad habit of late-coming. i have to start improving on that. till now i still cant get over the fact actualllie. mebbe im just not ready. so i have to do sumthin abt myself 1st. and its preety obvious that my grades are suckyy too.
truly,madly,deeply_'
1:03 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
just reached home frm werk. i tried taking the bus today frm town. 167. it was... long. but i like. i slept thru the journey ! wee !! but it stops at smb. so i alighted at chong phang transfer to 969. well. i do have the consession. so no worries. yeahh. currently im reading Blue is for Nightmare. its kinda nice. but i miss isabella marie swan and EDWARD CULLEN most!!! it seems forever till the nxt series of twilight, eclipse is gonna be release !! august 2007 !! JEEZZ... iLOVEbooksbooksbooks !!!! werk suck as usual. welll.... the area manager John Lock came. and i happen to be the csr. and i also happen to be standing at the bar. coz i just cleared some trashh ! john lock said: "Do you noe where you're suppose to stand? is your station there? no right? so remember !" JEEZZZ!!! great. he had like 2 glasses of fizz drinks then ask for additional pepsi with float after eating ! omfg ! he has a big bladder orite ! enuf abt him. boo ! den the nxt hr was dreadful as alwies. ate a pizza 1st b4 leaving. yeahh. yana asked me to extend till closing... but i have to turn her down. so sorry beb. i wanna watch PRISON BREAK today lahh. MUSTWATCH!! tmr im werking at 4-1030. BOOO!! bubbye pple.
ps: sure zura, i'll update you on the books im reading. well, if ur done with twilight, tell me den i'll lend u New Moon nxt. hoho. u're gonna go crazee zura afta reading New Moon !!
truly,madly,deeply_'
12:14 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
hello hi. watsup pple? u now wat?! im rotting like hell at home... so i decided why not give a try in watching death note. sumthin dat my brudder been bugging me to watch. ouh hell yea. its friggin' damn good. anime characters can be kinda cute. uh. come to think of it, wat if the book twilight has an anime version?? wouldn't dat be wonderful? coz i dont think any human could realli live up the standard of how purfect the vampire could be. there could be flaws u see. i dont want dat. anime version would be goood. PERFECT ! the way it shud be. msg lifang [my manager at ph] dat i want to continue werking since i've finish my attachment. so looks like i'll be werking at p.h again den. it wouldnt be dat bad. well... let's just say that im desperate !! hurhur. iwantmoney. i gotta start saving lah. wat more, muse concert this january. i cant miss it !! just cant !! never. it has also been so long since i've been to a gig. boo ! am i wasting my money? but stars come like once in a red moon. hehe. tour-guiding theory test tmr. boo again ! okie. so long pple.
truly,madly,deeply_'
8:30 AM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
wee ! i hope im getting betta at staying on reality mode when reading twilight series [new moon]. i feel fine. still okie. heez. jeez. ifah. well2... i did my research of coz ! there will be a 3rd series on twilight and 4th too !! wee !! i cant wait !! stephenie meyer is a genius !!! anione wants to borro my babies?? twilight or new moon? ask me okie. but pls2 take good care of it! i will just jump off a cliff if anithing happens to it. i didnt expect to love reading so much. serious. i tot i hate it. but nah. i will be goin to the library tmr. i've a lil' urge to find romeo and juliet on the shelves tmr. im curious. we'll see how it goes. ouh ya. b4 i end this, i would like to warn pple who wished to read twilight. it sucks you in. and poison your mind. just a warning. ;p well. go to the writer's site if you have the time okie. its on my link. so long.
truly,madly,deeply_'
8:33 AM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
hello pple. today, i went to newly opened ikea at tamp with faiz. suppose to be goin there with joey as well. but joey's not feeling too well... geee. sick onli. weak ! lol. jkjk. so... it was left with me and faiz. it was cool. i had fun. we joke ard. wee !! making fun of pple along the way. wahaha ! when we were q-ing, ikea gaves us mineral water. while walking in the line, there's this lady [nyoya !] smiling or laughing looking like a drunk mad lady lah !! she's holding the mineral water !! gee. she got drunk drinking mineral water !?! wtf! lol. so funny lah. shud have taken a picture of her ! after goin ard ikea, we went east point to eat dinner. i ate my favourite-dest dish ! love it. failed to take a decent picture. tho i did bring my camera... u noe, i just realise that i dont have a picture of me and faiz. like us onli. hmm. mebbe nxt time. he's my good fren and all dat. gee. so, after dinner, he went to his auntie's place, while i head for home. talk to bestie on the phone in da bus. yey! going out again tmr!! well. im goin to the library tmr. needa study for my t.g exams. boo! i shall not get started about my attachment. i will get all depressed. thats it. so long.
truly,madly,deeply_'
3:44 PM
