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Friday, October 20, 2006

hey ya'll. today's my off day. decided to just rot at home. dowan go out lah. u noe wat!? yesterday, it was the 1st time i did closing for Foz ALONE! gee... i was ald freaking out when the time strikes 6! afraid tat i mite not be able to finish early. despite tat, i manage to do it! all by ,myself! yea ifah !! u rock! lol. oklah. werk is okie lah so far. the pple there, oklah. but the only thing is tat, its a lil' bit too serious there. ya. i kinda miss P.H. i miss the freedom of fooling ard at werk. and i miss my frens there! boo ! but too bad lah. haiz... i have to look at it in a positive way. i get to experience sumthin different. i've been werking at p.h for 1 year ald. i kinda feel as if its a waste. or shud i say, i hate the idea of starting out all over again at a new place! boo !! making new frens, adapting to the new enviroment, goin thru difficult situations. argh!! every morning i will drag myself to werk. tat's bad. but, luckily i have my mp3 with me. and i'll be listening to MUTTONS IN THE MORNING!! i LOVE them lah!!!!!! they never fail to put a smile on my face. they very funny lah can? lol. i was thinking of calling them 1 day. seriously. heheh. let's see how it goes. tmr, im werking all the way till the weekends. boo!! this is bad. im so not looking forward for the weekends. coz i have to werk 2gether with 3 other malay guys on FOZ. scary lah. i hate the big guy. boo ! i want to cry. ok. bye.

truly,madly,deeply_'
12:49 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

hello humans... well, my day today is 50-50 on the good side and bad side. boo ! 1stly, werk was okie. i'll make sure that i will improve a wee bit everyday! hopefully. insyaallah. made a new fren. hee. she's so swit! i just met her and she actuallie blaja me green tea! wee ! seriously, she was reallie easy-going. easy to talk to also. yea. there's also this guy. gee... he's so scary lahh !! haiyo. im also scared to like be friendly to him and stuff lidat. so, i just smile onli lah. which he didnt even bother to return. arse. watever. and... i also kinda have a new crush lah !! dang !! after awhile not liking anyone.... why does he have to come along !! boo !! reason being, i just dont wanna get hurt lah. enuf is enuf. just watever lah. but at the same time, my heart never fail to skipped a beat everytime i see him. why? huh? dang !!!!! well, im not gonna say who... frm where. tat's 4 me to know and for you to find out. yea? im gonna be spending my day tmr having fun at the zoo !! see ya pple !!

truly,madly,deeply_'
3:06 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

hei2... loads of things has been goin on for me. today is my 1st day at werk at the Singapore Zoological Gardens !! wee !! finally, i got a chance to werk in the zoo. great! im reallie grateful. alhamdulilah. yest was my orientation. my supevisor, Lisa [ a very nice lady ! ] brought me around the zoo 4 a tour. it was owies a thrill to be in the zoo. i got to see the elephants painting !! how cool was tat?! ouh. btw, the paintings was reallie nice !! 4 an elephant to be doin it. I THINK EVEN BETTA THEN ME NOE!! lol. it was nice lah. hmm. so far, my 1st day was orite. learn new stuff. i was doin FOZ counter today and also for the rest of the week. still under training. yea. 1 lady scared me tho. whoah. she was fierce !! dang ! er... she actualli got this memebrship card with the zoo, which she applied ard last year. it was expired ald. she told us tat she applied but didnt used it 4 the whole year!! reason bein' her family was like afraid abt the bird flu, sars and everythin' tat was goin on in Singapore. gee. WTF?! hello !! we're talking abt S'pore here !! we dont take matters like that too easily !! so... she insist tat we let her in becoz she didnt use it last yr. but it wasnt our decision to make. DUH ! so, we couldnt allow her to enter the zoo. we told her tat... and she got piist !! and snatch her card away and left to buy herself and her daughter a ticket each. gee indeed.... ouh ya2!! she also told us tat if we didnt allow her in, she will not extend her membership with us. and tell all her frens not to extend too. and added tat "she has alot of frens." uh !! puh-lease !! enough abt her. "customers" u noe... haiz. yea. well, the pple there, all are nice pple. uh huh. im happy. yea. it could be worst noe. got to noe more pple. starting to get a hang out of it. tiring? of coz !! i felt like my legs are going to break any moment !! wahh. tmr is another full day. hmmm... i shall take it 1 day at a time. im still considering abt quiting P.h. chances are, tat i will quit. coz dey told me i could still werk part-time after the attachment. yea. if not, which company will take an intern who gonna be doin attachment 4 only 2 mths? go thru all the trouble teaching me new stuff just for a 2 mths attachment? gee. no way. okie. i'll stop here 4 now. so long.

truly,madly,deeply_'
11:16 AM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

hei2. tmr i have this tour guiding camp going on. dang. i have no mood lahh. puh lease. i dowan to go. i feel like making up sumthin to just to escape frm this camp. seriously. i haven done any research on the tour-guiding thingy. like seriously. ong. i was too engross abt reading the book. doin research on vampire and everything instead of research on the tour guiding thingy!!! ugh!! im too much into the fantasy world and forgot totally on REALITY!!! damn ! altho it was on purpose. i just prefer being in the fantasy world. its so much betta. haiz. i noe i have to snap out of it!! i tried slapping my face hard a few times. but it didnt work!!! maybe i need to for this camp afterall... just to snap me out of this dream world of mine. but im absolutely not ready for this camp!!! ahh !!! i odd to kill myself by jumping off the window !! so long pple.

truly,madly,deeply_'
3:45 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

my life for the past few days has been all about this book called "Twilight". it's like a venom tat poisons ur mind. it's also like watching a movie in ur mind, by imagining. seriously, it felt like real. coz as i was reading it, i felt goose bums + nervous + anxious + sad + happy at every events tat happen. ok. enough about how i feel. let me tell u more about the book. twilight is a novel about this gerl, bella, whose new in town. 1stly, bella found out tat this gorgeous, god-like boy frm school, named Edward Cullen was a VAMPIRE. 2ndly, there was a part of Edward - not sure how dominant that part might be - that thirsted for bella's blood. and 3rdly, bella was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. whoah. haiz. i cant reallie explain the book in my own words. so i decided tat i will just leave u guys with this. to find out more, u can visit this website - www.twilightnovel.com. so long.

truly,madly,deeply_'
5:20 PM