i want to be the habit that you crave;

Monday, July 30, 2007

harlo. harlo. i cant wait for my 1 week break frm werk this august. tho i have no idea how the hell im gonna spend that week. i reallie hope i wont just rot at home. i left werk early yesterday and today... and im happy. haha. coz my august payday gonna be pathetic aniwaes. might as well. hurhur. but damn... tmr's monday and that means, KOREAN CLASS! darn. lazy lahh. urgh. nvm. 2 more classes left ! but later, when korean class ends, you're gonna miss it. (dont mind ifah talking to herself. its perfectly normal.) agrh. bossy boss is back frm bangkok. jeez. cant slack at werk ald. yikes lah. let's not talk abt the bossy boss. i shall talk abt vp now... i know i really shouldn't bother thinking abt him ald. since i know the truth abt him. but i cant help it lah. well, i gave up a little back then but ! he has to come and start talking to me. which he never done before. hmm. that's reallie helpful of him. and now, i even have a picture of him on my cell ! i want to forget but i'm not doing anything watsoever to achieve that. great ! "at least im not going around telling pple that i like him..."

truly,madly,deeply_'
1:54 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

i wanna go esplanade for baybeats. anione wanna join me? im damn bored. i just wanna go out and have fun ! i wanna meet new pple. make new friends. kill old friends. hoho.

truly,madly,deeply_'
12:31 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007

hello. i've been wanting to update for some time now. finally had the chance to! today's my off day. wee! i slept for like..... ermm. 15 hrs! whoah. madness. im so exhausted lah. aniwaes, im currently feeling like a lost soul. werk has been... argh... my mind is always drifting off else where while im at werk. it cost me to be unfocus! mistakes here and there. jeez. i seriously need my motivation back. i want to be the person i use to be 2 months back. i've been getting shits frm my manager. damnit. it just brings me down. i hate being told off. argh!! forget it. i will face it with all i've got when it hits me. besides the bad things in werk. i shall talk abt the good stuff too. weeheehee. Vainpot! ahh. he's cute as hell... Le sigh. recently he had an accident. so poor-thing can! he ended up getting 5 days mc and it made me miss him! boo. hmmm. well, he kinda make it up for it yesterday when he come soo early to werk. eerm, earlier than usual of coz. damn... at that point of time, i wished that i was late to werk instead so that i would have bump into him in the pantry. haha. well... as usual VP with his helmet walking to feathers side entrance confident that its open ald. wahaha! well its NOT! yay! haha. he walked towards info counter to get to wings. ahh. cute. if only i could slow time down. i would have enjoyed it more. haha. the rest was like teasing him, calling him helmet head lah this lah. heehee. he's was kinda shy, looking down. aww. haha. then after some time, he walked back to feathers. thinking that the exit way to feathers is open. well, again it's not! weeheehee! this time his helmet is off ald. so... he had to walk the long way pass the info counter again. wahaha. during break my friend told me that she was watching me watching VP... haha. and she told me that i didnt take my eyes off him! gawd. i was embarassed! hurhur. okay... then later that afternoon, he found a black pouch. once you found something, you have to report it to the info counter. and damn! Vanessa happen to be there! argh!!! so he pass it to her. "Vanessa. nah... found at Birdshow." damnit. i nearly kill Vanessa. i could have gotten the chance to talk to him! i was even doing closing in the counter! damn!!! i turned to Vanessa and we had a conversation.

Ifah : "Vanessa. WHY ARE YOU HERE!??!?! damnit WHY?!".
Vanessa: "What you mean by why i'm here?"
Ifah : "I hate you".
Vanessa: *finally getting the picture...* "ouh.ouh. SORRY IFAH!!"

----------too late----------

truly,madly,deeply_'
8:47 AM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

.............i'm so exhausted!............... and my next off day will onli be on this coming wednesday. i've been werking since last tuesday. i'm sick of the same thing everyday! i cant imagine how the seniors can endure 10 LOOONNGGG YEARS! i'm so sick of it ald that i actuallie couldnt give a shit that i was late. screw it. i need my motivation back. mebbe becoz pay is pathetic. or rather, im not grateful... i dunnoe. i see my life like a black and white tv.... can someone? sumthing? anything? turn it to a COLOUR tv...?? preety please...!?!? gosh! how time flys... today's the last day of the month pple! dat's mean august is drawing near and it will come in no time at all! im so looking forward to august... but at the same time, i reallie dont want my hopes and dreams to be shattered. how? i guess i have to accept my fate with an open mind. yeahh. werk today is the suckiest so far... it was dreadful. if i happen to watch myself on the cctv, i would be utterly disgusted! yawning away like noboby's business. passing all the werk to the new gerl. jeez... hehe. bully. bitch sia. ifah... karma. karma is the word. what goes ard, comes ard.

truly,madly,deeply_'
8:58 AM