Saturday, August 30, 2008
okay. hello people. lynette, lets just forgive and forget ya? i hate all this things lah. too much drama. i cant handle. not my thing. coz im a softie. and the only way of release for me is to blog at that point of time. and just so you people know, the previous post was actually a post on 3 "subjects" jumble up together. partly abt lynette, my mother and a guy. so lynette, chill. i was going through quite a crappy day. and im sorry that you have to read that. and that i've made you upset. but im glad we've clear things up lah. indirectly. haha. coz i've just read your blog too. this term was the 1st term for me to be working with mostly Singaporeans on the projects. it was a little refreshing i must say. i can no longer tell whether someone is being sarcastic. seriously. so i was quite confused and didnt know wat to expect. when you made that comment, i gave you a chance to explain yourself when i ask "what is that suppose to mean?" but you didnt. so i took it as a negative comment. and as a result also, i got really paranoid. whether i have contributed enough to the project work. that shud explain why i was being so hardworking suddenly. and considering the project standards that they set last sem. i was quite worried that my work will not be up to their standard. and when i said put up with your crapp, i was also referring to my ma. she's been really naggy these days. gosh. i want to crapp more. but she's my ma. so forget it. well, i did the best i could in the projs. and its over now. a burden off the shoulder. exam mode now. and lynette i still remember wat you did for my birthday kay. thank you so much for the cake. really. i really appreciate it. just so you know, it was the one and only cake for my birthday this year. so thank you much much. glad that i could share that special moment with you guys. =) aniways, i was playing Sims just now wnet my 10 year old keyboard suddenly went senile. so i save my game and quit. gosh. it cant stop pressing 33333333333333333 and dddddoooooowwwwwwnnnnnnnn. jeez. isit trying to tell me some secret message or code? "3 floors down???" "3 oclock, go down???" "3d 3d 3d 3d??" hahha. aniways, i think its abt time i bought a new keyboard. if pay is in, i shall head down to the pc show and get myself a new one. and maybe do some survey on nintendo ds. wee... the staff outing is cancel due to some reason. and now i got a whole day tmr...! so long people.
truly,madly,deeply_'
12:21 AM
Friday, August 29, 2008
gosh. the other day my heart was beating so fast coz i was happy. now my heart is beating fast coz im angry. okay... its been so long since i was this angry. in fact, im furious. it took alot of self-control not to punch my cheapo CRT monitor screen. i've been really patient at tolerating your nonsense. seriously. you have insulted me. whether its unintentional or not, at this point of time, i dont give a fuck. i dont understand why people can be really egoistic. spare a thought please. and think before you talk can? and try to control your emotions lahh. the whole world doesnt need to know your crapp. gosh. all this time i've been forcing myself to accept who you are. and i've been extremely nice. and tried not to think so much abt it. but instead, as days passed, you have showed me your true colours. but heaven is on my side. i no longer have to go through this. coz its ending. so screw you.
truly,madly,deeply_'
12:53 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
why is my heart beating so fast? i feel as if im having a minor heart attack *touch wood*. why do you make me feel this way? i hate you for that. i really do. but i still cant help being under your spell again. shouldnt let you torture me so sweetly. now i cant let go of this dream. i cant breathe but i feel good. i bet you dont even know that you're making me feel this way. just your presence had made me feel as if i got a thousand million butterflies in my stomach. part of me is selfish enough not to let you go. i crave for your presence coz it makes me happy that at least for that split second you have thought of me. though to you it may not mean a thing. and i know in the long run this will only hurt ME. ME. ME. ME. no matter how hard i try to get away from you, you'll still come running back. WHY?!?! damn.
truly,madly,deeply_'
10:29 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
hello. hello. its abt time for me to update my blog. haha. aniways, in this post, i will just upload some pictures on recent events which is KL and my birthday.
click on the picture to get the bigger picture alrite.
so long. peace out.
truly,madly,deeply_'
12:40 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
hello. im back frm KL peeps! and back to sch. blehss. the KL trip was O.K lah. haha. it was fun. and before boarding the train, i bought Breaking Dawn at City Square's MPH. haha. so last minute. aniways... started reading it in the train. and i finished reading it yesterday. gosh. i gotta say i love and hate the book at the same time. its the 4th and last book but it keeps giving me this shitty feeling all the time after reading it. not say shitty lah. the word doesnt give justice to the book. haha. normally after reading any book, i will just okay... that's it. but it doesnt happen to this book. the characters will keep creeping into my head. it irritates me! and i swear i will lose my mind if this goes on! and i'll be the insane gerl who thinks vampire and werewolves exist. omg. im so scared of the book now. i dont even dare touch it now. not until i'm at least 75% over it. haha. nuts. its driving me off the wall! i'm trying to read a new book to cleanse myself off this crazy stuff. though i know it wont take long until im into this fever again coz the movie is coming out in December. gosh. i want die. ok. lets stop talking abt it. haha. aniways... abt the KL trip. it was MIDDLE-EASTERN SEASON in KL now. it's crazy! its like everywhere you turn, you will see them. gosh. i'm quite lazy to elaborate further. as usual. haha. sorry! i'll upload the pics soon too. so long.
truly,madly,deeply_'
10:00 PM
