Tuesday, February 26, 2008
hey people. hope you guys are doing good. coz it has been a crazy emotional ride for me for the pass few days. i cried 5 times today. a burden off my shoulder today after my presentation for tourism marketing project is done. tho i was a little dissapointed. its okay. i will use it as a stepping stone for me. and i will do better in future and make my momma proud!! i would like to thank my bestest bestie ever... JOEY. for helping me. she's a true friend. and i love her loads...! i want to see us share our life together till we grow old and have our own family. i really do. and we would look back and laugh about the special time we spent together. work was fun yesterday. haha. i left early at about 3 coz i need to finish up on the projects. i was at photography with this guy for 2 hours. *wink wink* but i made full use of the 2 hours to get to know him. haha. and i got his number... weehooo!! but... just got to know that he's attached. ouh wells... it was a day to remember for me. i asked a guy for his number for the first time!! ahh! normally i will just coward out. it was fun. i had fun. he made my day. im trying my best to be as positive as possible. but its funny how i feel so rejected! and as if i dont deserve anything good. i feel so horrible inside right now. i might need some time to find myself again. its damn pathetic i know. something good for today will be my dear friend Sumithra had made my day better... by saying that she's proud of me. she's proud of having a friend like me. im not being boastfull here... just wanna say that its important to tell your friends wat you really feel. it means alot. you never know if you'll ever get another chance.
love have succeeded in killing me yet again
truly,madly,deeply_'
1:43 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
omg. im so stressed out right now. i can't stand it. seriously, at the rate my group is going with this project, i don't think we could make it before the deadline. unless i work overtime to finish it and clean up their shit. seriously. i hate pple giving me crappy work. i understand that their english is not really good. but you can't expect me to do everything. please at least make an effort!! understand fully wat is required and from there you can at least get something. They told me they want to finish the project fast, and yet they're doing this. wat the fuck. wat's the use of me dividing the work so each has a fair share of wat to do but at the end of the day, i'm the one giving ideas and correcting them. JEEEEEZZZZZZZ! and this is only the 1st term. im so scared to think of how im going to manage for the rest of the year. omg. omg. omg. when they submit their work, they're so proud of giving a damn long essay. and when i read it!! omfg!!! it's horrifying seriously. as a result i have to cut it short. then they become unhappy. telling me old grandmother story that they have sat down for HOURS thinking to produce that kind of work to seeing me cut their 5 SENTENCES to only 2. puh-lease lah. i dont want to hear your broadcast. you over there has been rotting at home during the holidays are the one who shud do more work!! i on the other hand is also working part-time to get pocket money for myself and also doing most the work for the project! WTF. thanks eh.
truly,madly,deeply_'
8:40 AM
