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Thursday, December 29, 2005

hei... just wanna update this shit... kay... tmr till 4th january, will be the release of the results 4 ite nitec january intake... im veri nervous actualli... to be in a new enviroment and all... meeting new pple... but i still hav to face it aniwaes... im excited too at the same time. hm... werk's orite... but sumthin happen recently... i fergotten to key in tat the customers didn't want capsicums & olives... their pizza was done and sent. but was rejected of coz...! den the new pizza was done but was sent to the wrong table, and end up the customer didnt get their pizza!! gosh... she got angry den i dunnoe wat happen... ahak... den the next dae, my manager told me tat the customer had made a complaint to the H.Q!!! & i was like, are you serious?!!? gawd... den we have to sent 2 large pizza to her hse... den i dunnoe how it goes afta tat... i dun dare ask my manager after all the trouble i've cost... haiz... im running out of patience with customers... seriously... haiz... but wat can i do...? see wat happens wen i think i can do w/o the order pad...! the oni thing tat motivates me to go to werk is the frens i have there... ahak... orite tat's enough... dun wanna tok abt it no more....! it just pains me... we are humans too u noe!!! try not to make our life hard can?!?! haiz... but there's this boy whu made my day! hehe... it was hilarious! he cam to me. he ask: excuse me... where the toilet? [in a cute little voice]. i reply: oh u just walk straight all the way and turn to your left...[ while pointing to my left...] he continue: oh so i walk straight and turn to my left [but pointed to his right!!!] wahaha!! i was abt to laugh... but of coz i have to hold it! wen tat boy came back, he looks kinda pisst! haha... dun look at me...! too bad tat he doesnt noe his direction!! lol...! kk... next thing i wanna say is tat, i've been liking this guy... he's realli cute to me lah... hehe got his number recently frm a fren..... but still thinking on wether to drop him a msg... mayb i shud just let nature do it's thang! haiz... all i want is a guy to call my own... haha... whu doesn't rite? ugh... screw this... aniwaes i wud like to share this with y'all... er dunch u think joel and hilary look so cute 2gether? they are like made fer each other...
their picture 2gether is currently my hp wallpaper...! with tat i end this post...!
All I Want Is A Guy To Call My Own





truly,madly,deeply_'
4:01 PM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

hei... i have to express myself now...
the past few days of my life realli is hard
fer me... i keep telling myself to stay strong!
i have no regrets abt my past...
watever tat i've done... coz everything happen
fer a reason... it was faith-ed tat way... cant change it
yesterdae was the day to remember..!
my first ever down fall tat woke me up...
i was dissapointed with myself... but no regrets...
i kept crying... and kept thinking abt my future
till i fall asleep on my bedroom floor... i've nv felt
tat way before in my entire life..!
rite now, i have to make a realli realli realli big decision
tat concerns my future... i cant just make up my mind
and not think abt the consequences, advantages &
disadvantages... i still can make it in life...
it's a matter of whether i want to or not...
watever path i chose, has it's advantages &
disadvantages... like i said...
u noe, im oso kinda glad tat things turn out this way...
coz... if not i will still take things fer granted...
im a different person now... more wiser and all...
to those of my frens who manage to proceed to sec5,
hope you suceed in life... im totalli happi
fer u guys... u guys deserve it..! im not gonna say,
tat it's not fair or watever... each & every person,
has his or her own problems tat they had faced...
im glad too tat this thing had happen now,
rather then later... im goin through alot now...
but im trying veri hard to stay strong...!
wont let my family & frens down...
im realli grateful fer wat they had done fer me...
all the advised given... support & all... appreciate it guys
dunnoe wat i'll do w/o u guys...
but in the end, the decision is mine to make...
with tat, i end this post...
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS...

truly,madly,deeply_'
6:08 PM

Monday, December 19, 2005

hei... just wanna update this shit...
just didnt have the time these few days...
since afta the tour, been werking all the way
man!! so tired... my body hurts...
joey's 1st dae at werk was on tues [13 dec]
haha... it was hilarious lah...
on the way the da mrt, at somerset...
birds have to learn to go to the toilet!
and not poo as and where they like!!
hehe... Joey was their victim fer not learning
how to poo in the toilet... Haiz...
so to avoid more poo on ani of us,
we seek shelter!! went to da toilet...
joey had a small bath at the public toilet sink!!
wahaha... kk... tat was certainly a memorable
1st dae of werk fer Joey... hehe
kk yea... the penang tour is just super
duper great... actualli no words can describe
those days... realli realli memorable...
will upload pics wen i hav the time yea...
hm... these few days of werk, was fun too...
im starting to lurve this job..! people there are
great fun..! i almost felt as if i knew them fer years!!
learn loads of stuff there... gettin' the hang out of
things... esp when im doin bar... some of em'
of coz gave me support..! realli appreciate it...
u noe... i dun realli think tat i'm werking...
more like a commitment... [chey! :p]
mayb becoz tat im having so much fun...
yea... gotta be it..! results are gonna be out tmr!
[ops! i mean later...] i seriously duno wat to expect
actualli... depending on my results too if i actualli
gonna leave p.h... :( i dun wanna leave!!!
i'd rather get fired!!! just pray for the best...
i will blog again soon...
I ALMOST STUMBLE WEN I SAW MY PRINCE CHARMING!!

truly,madly,deeply_'
8:12 PM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

I hate you for being
The only one for me
The only person
That I would ever see


I hate you
You're always in my mind
Playing with my thoughts
My imagination winds


I hate you I say
For being who you are
For being in my mind
For being too far


I hate you
Because of your good looks
They will never be mine
Damn you've got me hooked


I hate you
I hate you
My love is so true
So then I wonder
Why do I hate you?
WHY?

truly,madly,deeply_'
8:07 AM